There is laziness and there is not being ready;
There is laziness and there is inability;
There is seeing and there is doing;
There is knowing and there is being.

I know that I cannot know, not really know,
Where anyone else is or what they are doing –
But, in my Self, I am beginning to discern the differences:
To experience them from my core, in my Be-ing.

Knowing myself as a human, a connected part of a greater whole,
And that a part yet of a greater whole – a point,
Or points, of consciousness individuated –
I can safely posit that in my experience of this I am not alone:
If I’ve been lazy, and I see it –
If I can hold that knowledge and choose to Act on it,
(to integrate it into my being, or not)
I am certain others can as well.

And, if sometimes I see my own laziness and say “I am not ready,”
And, when at other times I jump too soon, mistaking not being ready for laziness,
I observe that this will balance out over time.
Intention not being judgement, but discernment –
Relative truths, yet never “rightness” (out of context),
Conviction and Action, but never certainty,
And with full willingness to fall.

No need to really worry, then,
Understanding that eventually all will move – within me and without –

Yet: to maintain alignment with the evolving self –
It will at times mean moving on from things that once felt known and stable –
Things that may feel known and stable still –
Things in which there is nothing “wrong.”

But: Mistaking not ready, not yet time, for laziness –
The problem of seeing laziness in ALL –
Could lead to jumping much to soon,
To moving when movement is unnecessary –
When it is moving that would be Truly lazy –
The very thing such movement is to avoid!

Well, how to know but just to know!
And how to be, but just to Be!
And, perhaps, it is so that if I am seeing laziness everywhere,
It is, in fact, residing within Me!
But, perhaps, it looks like Impatience –
The laziness NOT to simply wait and see and BE?

In my Self, in connection with my Core Be-ing, the difference I can See:
Which is which, and when is when, and focus on building patience –
A balanced way to wait and allow what is coming into being.

Though the tricks of ego may have me believe it would be easier to move on,
All that is an illusion, for in this moment that would be laziness —
(though not all moments – growing discernment to decide)
To stay in patience for seeds planted to have time to grow is just what is required.